Sammy, we missed you so much during vacation in Arizona. We got to visit with Jer and Crystal, and oh my gosh, Jenna and Liam have grown so o o much. It was very difficult leaving them because it reminded me alot of when you and Jon were small. You would have really enjoyed spending time with them. I guess you can say vacation was bittersweet without you. I also found myself imagining what it would have been like taking care of your children, had you gone on to have a few. The question "WHY?" just doesn't ever go away. There was so much for you to look forward to, for all of us for that matter. If only I could go back and change the hands of time, if only. . . I love you sweetie and will miss you in my life till the day I die. I will never be the same again.