Happy belated Birthday Sammy, It has been really hard for me this last month dealing with a lot of different emotions. Sometimes I just really want to give up because that would be much easier. However, I made a promise to you and I intend to keep it, to keep your light shining on in me. I know I've said this before but I really wish I would have taken more time to get to know you and hang out with you. I was on a messed up track for a long time and now I'm gradually getting it cleaned up. I know that you are helping me out because when I feel like giving up I feel a powerful strength rise up in me and I can carry on. Things have been falling into place for me this last week and I know that you had a hand in it. For your birthday I thank you for being there for me and helping me carry out my life. My gift to you is not to give up and use the strength you have given me to keep your light shining. I love you Sammy and I can't thank you enough! Love always, Amy