Merry Christmas in heaven baby girl! We missed having you here to open presents with us. It is so different Sammy, I can't even explain it. Almost as though we live in a nightmare. I think Jon had a pretty good Christmas so far, at least I hope so. That is all I ever wanted for you and Jon, was to be happy. I wish I could understand, and yet maybe not. Your in my thoughts always Sam, and I don't think I will ever, ever stop missing you. It really hurts!!! XXOO