Dearest Baby Girl, I can't tell you how much I didn't want the holidays to come this year. And yet here it is, Thanksgiving Day. It's so very difficult to even hear the words Happy Thanksgiving, when I feel so sad without you. I could never describe to anyone the pain inside of me everyday since you have been gone, and I know even if I tried they would not understand the depth of pain of losing your own child, nor would I want them to. I love you so so so MUCH, Sammy! And I will never stop missing you as long as I live. Rest peacefully baby girl! Tons of Hugs, Love, Mom