it really does hurt more each day. the hurt and confusion is more than i could have ever imagined , but i don't have to imagine anymore, it's real. I miss you sam - so much . words can never explain the kind of things i'm feeling. it really is true, you never truely know how much someone means to you until they're gone. i wish i could jsut have one more day with you sam, even an hour.. just to tell you i love you. i don't think you ever knew just how much you meant to everyone around you. i just wish you'd come knock on my door and say wake up, this is all a dream..then we'd laugh - i wish sam.. . -katherine