Sammy, each day that passes brings more saddness and grief. I wish you could have realized just how important you were to me. Truth is Sam, I needed you. I am so sorry if I let you down in any way. I am always going to wonder what I should have done differently. Just make sure your waiting for me at the pearly gates when my day of passing comes. More than anything I am counting on a huge hug from you, as I am sure I will have tears streaming down my face of the purist joy in seeing you once again. Until then my baby girl, I will continue to talk to you daily in hopes you can still hear me. Hugs and Kisses! XXOO