Sammy, I think about all the things that are going through my head since you left us, and it's like a broken record just playing over and over. Sometimes I just feel exhausted, lonely, disconnected. I go to sleep thinking about what had happened and wake up to the same thing. Oh how I wish I could go back and do it all over again, and perhaps change your mind. Life does go on for everyone else, but for me, it just seems to stand still. I can't even put into words that heartache I feel. I love you sweetie. XXOO