Sammy, Jon, I and LeeAnn went on a Family Fun Run/Walk today in memory of Jared Gehm, who also died by his own hand. It was emotional and yet a positive spin on Jared's life. You both had so much to live for, and I still can't help but wonder why you wanted so badly to die and leave us. I stuggle every day with surviving without you, and as I've said before you and Jon are what always gave me purpose and meaning to my life. I miss you so badly!!! I Love You Sam!