Sam- I have thinking about you more than ever these past couple of days. One of my co-workers has an 18-year-old daughter who just attempted to take her own life. Fortunately, she didn't succeed. However, it has brought back a lot of emotions and thoughts surrounding you. I wish that you would not have succeeded either. I wish that we all a second chance with you. I know that this has been so difficult for your mom, dad, and Jon. I read what your mom writes to you and I wish that she could have you back. Just know that we all love you so much and will see you when we see you. Love always, Sam! Aunt Jenny