It has been awhile since my first message to you and I have no excuse. These past couple months have been quite a struggle for me but as I promised I am keeping the light you have given me alive and burning bright. I have been thinking about you a lot the last few days and I hope you can see that we miss you so much. The holidays haven't been the same without you. There are times even now that seem like they are overwhelming me but I know that when I close my eyes and take a deep breathe that your light will bring me back to where I need to be. Again I thank you for giving me the strength and courage to carry on and keep that special light burning. I miss you sam and I always will but I know that now more than ever I will be ok. Thank you for being my angel. Love always, Amy