Sammy, it is only 5 days till Christmas, and the closer it gets the more my heart aches. I always thought you would be here to celebrate the holidays with us, and that someday when Dad and I were gone, you and Jon would still have your Christmas's together. Just the thought of it brings on tears. We were supposed to be together Sam, and it is so extremely painful trying to even comprehend you will never spend another Christmas with us again. I always wondered if someone could really have a broken heart, now I know it can happen. Your always in my thoughts sweetie, I miss you so much.