It's taken me a long time to write and there are no words to say how I feel about not being able to see you anymore. I struggled myself for a long time trying to find a reason to stay here. I never realized just how little time I got to spend getting to know you in your teenage years and that is something I will always regret. It is hard to explain just how I feel and I know how hard it must have been for you each day wondering what is my purpose for being here. All I can tell you is as hard as those days are they will get better and I thank you for giving me the strength and courage to carry on and be here. You will always live on in my heart and I know that your spirit is living on in me. Everyday is a new day and a new way to show that you can get through this my only regret is not being able to help you get through your tough times. I miss you a lot and even more on days when things seem very dark and empty. Your smile has always brought a very special light into my life and I will honor that light by always keeping it burning inside me. I love you Sammi and I know you will be watching over me. Thank you so much for being my light! Love you lots, Amy