Hey Sammy-Jeannie-Wienie, I remember calling you that all the time when you were a baby. I keep thinking of you every minute of every day and I can't stop thinking. I know everyone says it will get better with time, but words cannot come close to the emptiness I feel. And yet, I know I still should be so o o greatful for all the friends and family that have been there to support me. Sam, I know you didn't realize it at the time, but when you left me you killed off a big part of me too! My family has always been my life, and now I am left incomplete, lost, and alone at times. I will NEVER be the same person again. I can't imagine what it will be like to live out the rest of my days like this, but I must try, if not for me but for the rest of the people I love. I love you baby-girl, always have, and always will.