I had to stop at the mall today, Sam. Everytime I pass by the stores you liked, I find myself feeling sad because I will never be able to buy you that cute top or pants, or accessories I know you would like. No matter where I go or what I do, I am finding constant reminders of you and what should have been. I struggle with the what if's and why's everyday Sam, and I don't know if it will ever get better. I miss you sweetie!