All my love, Mom 12/14/2008

Hey Sammy, You've been on my mind so much, but that is nothing new! If I could have the last couple of years back to do over, so many things would be different. Sadly, I can't go back and I have to live with what was, which won't be easy. You were a very special young lady, and should have been accepted for who you were. I feel so blessed to have had you for 18 years and yet I know if we would have appreciated you more, we probably could have still had you. Why are people always telling other people what to think? Don't we all have a mind of our own, and doesn't our oppinion count? It amazes me that some people can't accept differences, when we should be embracing the differences in people and appreciating everyone's uniqueness. I'm just rambling on, but it gives me a lot to think about since you left. I love you dearly Sam, and will never, never, never stop missing you. XXOO