My Dear Sammy, As this night approached, I was having flashbacks of all that took place that night one year ago. It was all blown way out of proportion than it needed to be, and I cannot tell you enough how sorry I am. I wish with all my heart I would have handled it so much differently. So what?! You had a party, it really wasn't that big of deal and we shouldn't have over-reacted. In hind sight when I put it into perspective, you were just being a teenager and wanted to be accepted. I only wish I could have reassured you of my love for you. You were depressed for a long time, Sam, and I knew it, and I didn't know how to help you. But, you really were a beautiful, bright, and talented young lady, whom I was proud to call my daughter. You will always, forever, still be my baby girl, and I love you so much my heart aches for you. Rest peacefully sweetie! XXOO